Today is the Big day!!!

Yeah he is coming back!!!!

Who is coming back? My hubby lah... hahaha so happy to see him. can't wait to see him. I feel so happy. His plan was to come back on the friday, but worry there will be jam so change to thursday, then change to wednesday again. Great man!!

Oh no.... Not again!!! My shoe sole give way again. Alamak why

Not again!!!!!

Normal working Monday, nothing much to complaint. But life is so funny and unpredictable, jus as I thought everything will be find.

As I walked back from Lunch, something happen....... My heels broken off again... Damn!!! NOT again. Why I so bad luck?? Ahhhhhh. So I have to walk funnily back to office and quickly find a super gule to fixed it. At first it is fine, by soon it give way too.

Then I tried to use scotch tape to tape them together also can't. I even try to break the other one but still not hope. Shit. So for the rest of the day, I had to walk like a handicap and take a cab home.

hai so bad luck.....

My proposal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never thought he will think so much to make it so special for me. I'm a very simple gal, I dun need fanciful tactics to propose to me.

In fact the first time, he proposed was in his room where he just said, if our relationship is smooth and nothing goes wrong, will I marry him. To me those are simple and touching words. I think for a guy to say something and do something like that is a very big decision for him, he is a very serious person, he will not take this type of matter for joke. So I'm very happy that accepted his proposal. Since then we set a date to get marry. October 28, 2007.

Soon this date will arrive, so far we had already confirmed the , location, guests and place for the ROM. And it is very sweet of my darling to design out wedding bands. I know he want to make this very special for me. I really appreciate this.

I told him I actually want him to propose formally to me with the wedding bands. My thought will be bringing for dinner and propose to me there. So I waited and waited. No news, people had ask me did he give you a proposal ring. I told them I don't think it is needed at all. To me it is not how big is the diamond should be, it is the heart of the person. And I know he love me very much. So those are not needed at all.

I know he know that as well. But my silly baby planned out a very romantic proposal plan:

Both of us had never see fire fly before, so he had decided to bring me to see it, before they are gone. So we drove all the way there, but that day it is raining so i really worry abt the trip. I even told to cancel it lah. But he said dun worry, jus leave everything to him. So when we reached, good thing it didn't rain. And we bought our tickets and waited for the boat ride to start at 8pm. There we waited and waited, finally it is our turn, so we took the front seats and the rest of the boat are Japanese, never mind we are in our own world.

I'm so surprised to see so many of them, fire flies, they are so beautiful, the way they brink they light up a tree as if it is Christmas. My dar, said something, dear I caught one for you. I was thinking or no, they said cannot catch them, if found we will find $500. I asked really, he said yes, he showed it to me it is dark I can't see at first I thought it is dead already that why no light a the butt. But I see carefully, it is a diamond ring. I'm speechless, before he can asked the question, I said yes already. hahaha I so kuku. He said can he take care of me for the rest of my life and he promise he will take good care of me. And he pop the question, will you marry me. I was so happy and said yes.

At that moment, I feel that I know I will spend my life with him, and I had not make any wrong decision at all to choose him. He is the one. He spent so much on my ring. I feel so bad and I really dun want this but he want me to have a proposal ring and wedding band. I feel that he is very sweet.

He told me that are many plans in his head, one is to bring me to take helicopter and he will be on the ground and propose to me there. The other will be bringing to KL to sit the KL Ferris wheel and propose to me there. But he decided to do this is, which I like it very much and it is something I will remember for life.

Thanks hubby, we will create our new chapter of life together. I Love YOU

Counting Days: Day 19

Ok today is the big day, I finished my work and trying to go back as early as possible. So I can go home and finish my last min packing.

But last min, they want me to send things to other counterparts in Asia. So I quickly finished packing the parcel and all the documents and details. So the courier can collect tomorrow morning. Thanks goodness I finished everything. hurray!!

Rush back and drop by 8-11 to take something... but there a 1 hr delay over there. So angry, but lucky my brother send me there. And my dear mum, insisted to follow with me to ensure I'm safe on the bus, as I alighted from our car. She keep pushing RM100 to me keep. She worry that I dun have enough cash. My mum, she is always like to put a tough look but she is very responsible, loving mum. Yes at most times, she is naggy, and traditional thinking. But her base point for all those is for our own good. She is just doing what she was taught in her time that this way is the right way for a mum to behave. I Love her no matter what, she is the one that gave birth to me and brought me up. And of course my dad is important as well. All parents are great.

So I quickly bought the ticket and board the bus. The bus is waiting for me, haha... So my journey began.... I'm so scared i can't even sleep. I keep looking at the driver make sure he dun fall asleep. I really envy those that sleep so peacefully on the bus. They are very used to it already. I so worried that i dun even feel hungry. I din't even eat breakfast, lunch but I did have a quick dinner at home.

Baby here I come.... Mucks!!!!!!!!!!

Counting the Days: Day 18

Hahaha the day is going to arrive, I'm going to see my dear. I rally miss him, at the same time I'm scared as well. This is my first time leaving singapore alone. No wonder my mum worry. I'm always her baby, no matter how old am I.

But I think my dear dun understand at all, he must be thinking that I'm pulling his leg that i told him I'm scared about the trip. Honestly, I' really worry. I know he will never be senstive enough to understand how I feel in some areas.

Because of this trip my mum had requested many time to ask me to forgo the idea. to make it worse there is a news abt a bus accident on the highway. She is even more worried. She keep asking to forget abt it dun go, it is not safe. But I just go ahead with my idea, sometime I feel bad not to think about my mum feeling. Mummy, I'm sorry. I know you worry about me, sometime I need to try some new things. You also had tried to take long distance bus, dun worry about me, Vincent will take good care of your gal.

Today, I met up with Erwin and Uk for dinner and catching up. Miss them lotsa, we used to hang out so often. We had lunch and after lunch we walked over to Cineleisure to look for Ah boon, the GM of a tan shop there. Aiyo from the bottom you can see his poster all the way to the top. He get so much attraction. We sat outside his shop and chatted for almost 3 hrs. haha Then we see the Big boss of the shop, he is not with his kid and wife, he brought a photographer to take photos of the shop and model. Boon is very lucky he found a job he like and I can see he really love his job and the boss really appreciate his work. Who say they are dreamers and they will not make it big in their life? I believe if you have a will you will have a way to succeed in it. t

That apply to you baby. I believe in you, I will support you.

Counting the Days: Day 14,15,16,17

Happy Birthday, Singapore.

Today, I become a teacher to Ah Sing. I'm so silly, I still bring him the libray to teach him autocad. Turn out that the libray is close on the holiday. Haha...

So I have to teach him at Mac. I reliase that I forget alot of things. But still I will try to teach him as much as I can. Soon his laptop's battery went flat. Then our lesson end there. So I bring him to singapore Ulu Ulu places in CCK.

I really enjoy visiting those places, no people, and can enjoy the nature. All because of you, dear, I get to visit these places. We had so many good memories there. Remember, when we still dun have a car, I suggested that we walk to farmart, and I dun want to bring umbrella. Haha Luckily you bring it, or not we will get sun burn.

After the visited to the ulu ulu places. I went home and watch TV.... before I left I really encourage Ah sing to go after the gal that he is interested in. Because he is not young anymore. Let's wish him luck.

After National day, the office is so empty, there is only 3 person. The rest work from home or take leave. Haiya.... So I decied to leave early. Because there is nothing much to do. So decided to go home and miss my baby and I'm so excited to see my baby soon. I went home and bring Rocky for a walk and bath him. And of course talked to my Grand Uncle and Aunt. They will be going back to Malaysia on sunday.

Today, Saturday, I had accompanied them(my grand Uncle and Aunt) to watch TV the whole day. Until my mum come back then the 2 of them willing to go out and walk around. Since they are going back tomorrow. So we brought them back to Chinatown, back to the Temple. so they can take photos with the flowers at the rooftop. After that we when back to Yishun, Choon Pang for dessert and at the same time develop the photos. When I think about they are going back I feel upset also. I guess I'm very emtional when I with the person for sometime. They will be going in to JB tonight, and tomorrow they will the 10am bus back to their home town in Kuantan.

Oh yeah it is Sunday, nothing much to do but just watching TV, and bring rocky to walk. I just feel a bit uneasy without the two cute old lovebirds around. I kinda miss them.. Hope they come back soon. But jus dun be so talkative. hahah.....

Counting the Day: Day 12

I had such a bad morning today.....
This morning, I decided to wear the pair of shoe you picked when we were in BKK. So I happily wore the shoe, half to the MRT.... I felt that I became shorter and there is no support on the heels. I thought must be my imagination. But the longer I had walked, the more I feel something is wrong.

So I'd stopped and looked at my heels. Arggh............ the heels became soft. What a bad way to start my day....... So I had to rush change my heels... I feel so heart pain, that is a pretty shoe and have not even wear it all.

But thank goodness, I'm not late. Office very quite today... Today went lunch at Ghim Moh Hawker, the cleaners there are damn rude. I asked the old aunty very politely to help me clean the table. She shouted at me: why can't wait, can't wait dun eat lah. Can't see I have so many tables clean.

I'm so pissed off. But slowly I try to cool down and relax by thinking of you. I miss you dearly and you are very important.

Counting the Days: Day 13

Yeah tomorrow is a holiday. I must say time really pass very fast. I remember when you first left singapore, I felt so upset and down. But slowly I learned to accept that you will come back soon. My only comfort is our videos, pictures and other little memories of us.

I know I still misses you alot. I want to hear your voice and see you everyday. But all this have to wait. And you are worth waiting for. I really love you very much.

Today only less than 5 people in the office. Nothing much to do. But was busy in the afternoon, need to send some urgent parcel out so have to prepare alot of things. I was thinking to leave early. But never mind at least there are things to do. I get to know a very nice gal, Hasha.

Very young and fresh out from school. Overall the people here are not bad. But compare to BOT, I feel natural with them. Can talk loud, not need to think about my "yi tai". But the ironic thing is at times when I was in BOT, I want to change, I dun want be like that so loud. So now I have a chance here, I feel so uneasy. The work load is still manageable.

I miss seeing you in the office.....:(

Counting the Days: Days 8,9,10

Darling,

Haha, I didn't log in my blogs for days 8,9 & 10. Not that I'm lazy and I dun miss you, it is just that my PC crash.... :(

I miss you still but too bad even my laptop can't log in to the internet as well. There is something wrong with my company remote password. So I need to check with my IT guys. Then once this is settle I can work from home.. Yeah!!!

Busy Weekend, there is a mini family gathering in my house. As usual mummy, flashes her cooking skills, there are so many nice foods.... yummy yummy. And all of them ask me why I put on weight, heheh...... sad... to say I push it to good food for the past two months of holidays... I never say it is you hor.... But I did said that you dun mind. Haha....

And my dear, I'm suffering from my back it is very painful since saturday....:( Actually, I feel very bad that I didn't help my mother on this weekend on the cooking and the household chores... because the back is very painful. But dun worry I will get well soon...

My brother bought a new PC, look pretty cool and he get the wireless router but it is not working..... guess I have to wait and see what is wrong. Well nothing much happened here recently. I miss you and love you always.

Counting the Days: Day 11

Hello dear,



This week is very short, only need to work for 4 days, and my boss is not around for this week and next week. So abit shoik... but also a bit bored. Nothing to do. But I'm trying to get used to the environment.



Today, I'm suppose to expect TC and Danny to call me and visit Jordan. But turn out that no one can pick me up. That stupid Danny on leave. So can't meet up with the old "friends". I think baby you would read this blog ...... hahah becoz everyday I will update you on the phone.



I can't wait for next week to see you.... I will be so happy to see you.

Counting The Days: Day 7

Hi baby,



My boss told me abt my project to help to bond the company, and come out with creative ideas to do and make the office a more lively place to work. What surprise me most is that in a Marketing department, everyone suppose to be exciting and creative, but turn out to be very dead... All of them are so serious in their work, and all of them jus keep looking at the laptop.



And keep typing.... most importantly so silent. I'm not very used to it.... So now he put me in charge of this project which I see can be very difficult and tough, because most of them have family, and their kids are very young. So therfore they will prefer to go home straight after work. They will not want to stay out will co-workers and chit chat.....



But not to worry I try to do some research and hopefully it will be help to booast the company morale.

Counting the Days: Day 6

Dear,


Right now you should be still sleeping in you bed, in Singapore??? Hee Hee. Your sleeping clock is mess up. I know you will want to go back today. Definitely I'm gonna miss you. But I need to be strong so you don't have to worry about me. I don't want to be your burden.



When just now I left your home for work, there is a sudden strong rush of tears wanting to burst out, but I control. I dun want you to feel how sad I am. This is your dream, I will stand by you. Like you said it is only a 8 hour car ride. 580km. No big deal. We will try to meet up as often as we can. I can't wait to see you...



I'd worry about you very much,your health, those irritating mosquitoes keep biting you and your everything. I suddenly feel like a mother more than a wife. Hahaha... Don't worry I'll try to occupy my time with work or exercises or my family and Rocky.

Stop Counting: Friday 27th July 2007

Baby,

You're very naughty, drove back without telling me. And try to trick me to go down and open the letter box. How silly can I get when I call you and I heard a singapore ring tone and I dun suspect a thing. I'm really tut..... :p

I don't know how to descride my happiness when I see you. I believe my tears had told you how delighted I am to see you at my house. That is one of the best surprises you give me. Thanks baby. I'm really touched by your actions to assure me on your future plans. I really feel that I'm very important to you. I believe that is what every girl want in their relationship, the sense of begin important to that special someone.

Most importantly, baby thanks for helping me to study for my exam this week. I have never feel so happy ever since you go back to your hometown. But today, 1st Aug 2007, you are going back again. But this time you will stay there for more that 2 months. Of course, I'm sad when you leave but I promised I will not be a cry baby. What I worry most for now is that you are not feeling well and you still need to drive back. Pls take good care of yourself for me.

I love you always.
Eve