My Dear Wife

Dear,

First, I want to say thank you for washing my car until it "shines like diamond". I also want to let you know that I appreciate your care for our car. I'm blessed to have you as my partner for life.


#I really want to let you understand that sometime you can't let yourself drawn too much into how others have treated you. You must always forgive those who are younger than you, and tolerate those who are older than you. Life will be easier that way.

What I think about conflicts:
-No one is a saint, don't give harsh critisim to ohers, because it is an act of ignorant. I prefer sincere opinions.

-No family members should shout at one another, if they can treat their friends tenderly.

If the above are not happening...go back and try to embrace what I said in paragraph #.

I know you are getting stronger and I love you.

-Hubby

I must get my driving License

I'm so angry with myself... if I have my license, i will not have to beg my brother to help to drive the car to another location, and still need to get scolded by my mother.

All I did was: My brother want to use the car on Monday, I tell him ok no problems, but he must drive carefully and do let anything happen to the car. Because that car is no his, and anything happen you have to responsible for the damages.
And he become angry.

Maybe I had said something wrong, but my worries are his own saftely and my hubby's car. Both is important. Of course i dun want anything happen to him and the car. Why ppl have to think otherwise. I mean A and they have to think B.

Reason why I have to beg him to drive my hubby car is because it is parked under a tree and the tree fruit dropped and make a small dent on the car roof. In the end, I had to called Longfa and Ah sing to help me, but Longfa he is at orchard with his wife so he will be late and ah sing stay too far. But thanks to Longfa, he is make a trip to my house and help me to shift the car.

Because of my brother, the whole family treat me like I'm at fault. Even when I try to explain myself also no use. I have no one to complaint except keep it to this blog. I wanted to call my hubby and tell him. But I dun want to make him worry and waste his time and money on this small matter. I know this will be over soon and when i wake up tomorrow everything will be fine for me.

My planning: Plan to wash the car on Sunday, Plan to start my project Target, Plan to start my Project THE DAY, get my Driving License and study my exam!!!!!

So many things to do, where do I have the time to be angry.

HAHAHA.

My frist weekend without my Hubby!!

Wake up at around 11am, plan to clear up my room and cupboards. So I can keep some of my Hubby things in my cupboard. At the same time do some spring cleaning.

At 7pm I almost finished my cleaning, need to rush for a bath and a quick dinner. Because I going to wait for my dear to call, my first time to use Skype and video call. So exciting heheheh.
When i Log in and saw my hubby on gmail chat, I'm so happy!!! So when he called i feel so happy to hear his voice. But his PC Camera is not working for the first hour, but he never fail me. He went and book another 15tmins and this time he used an other PC and the camera work, yeah!!!
I can see my hubby. I feel so happy!!! After a quick 15min chat with him, he need to log off. Then I went browsing the web till 2am. Life's really boring without my hubby by myside. :(

Well it is Sunday, and I plan to do my office work since I brought all my work home but my mother keep nagging to clean the whole house. SO I dun have a choice but need to clean my living room and dinning room. But I really can't stand is that she throw away my shorts, why is she so autocratic, I love that short it is soft and comfortable, I can wear it to sleep. but she throw away. Shit I hate it. I'm so upset and angry. Upset because that short was givien by my hubby, and angry is that why she always have to do thing her way. She dun like something, why can't she accept others opinions. Yes I know that is a very old pair of pants and it look torn and shaddy, but it is very comfortable to sleep in. I hate it. My whole weekend is spoil by her.

My Hubby "Japanese" Flip flop

This pair of flip flop belong to my husband!!! Before he go to Egypt, I had told him, not to bring that along. It look very Chi-Na. Hehehehe...... I told BB about it, but he said this is not Chi-Na, it is "Japanese" flip flop. I was thinking to myself: Yeah Right, muahahahah!!!!!
But the funny thing is after he left, I started to wear it myself. I miss seeing him wearing this Chi-Na flip flop, to pick me up from work, or bring rocky down for a walk.

Numb and Lost

Today... I had to send my Hubby.. to the airport. He is leaving to Egypt to work. This path is not going to be easy for the both of us, as I'll not be able to see him for more than 6 months or 8months. Well because I have to finish my degree and I left only with the last 2 subjects..

At the Airport, I tried to hold back my tears, but somehow it still flow out. Along I know he is important to me, but today I findout that he is not only important but he is already a part of me, sending him off is like cutting my own limbs. I so not used to it. I know he is worry about me and I know that i'm important to him too... I never see him so sad before, I know because he is not a person that will cry. But today he cried when he went into the gates. I miss him so much.

To others they might think he is earning big money over there, but to me he is not. I feel that he is not earning big bucks, his paid will need to support 3 families. I feel very bad that I can't help him to lessen his burden. He is there not enjoying himself, he is there to "suffer", he will be alone, no one to confide to & no one to take care of him. When I thought of this I feel very sad that i can be there for him. I know he is worry about me, I always skip my meals, fall down, spain my ankle/knee, or i will be sad or affected emotionally by family.

Today at dinner, I put on a very strong and normal front to face my family and in laws. Because I know my mum is worry about me. She worry that I will be too upset and will not go home. I must be strong so baby will not worry about me. But will left the crowd I will think of him and I will cry. I miss him very badly.

I want him back!!! But i know i cannot be like this, he is there to work for our future. so i must overcome this, time is the medicine.

Few Days before farewell - mood Sad

My hubby, is leaving in a few days time. I know he can't bear to leave me here all by myself. But he dun have choice, dun worry bb I will be strong and take good care of myself. I love u!!! Smile my dear dun look so blur or sad in this picture.

Best Cha Siew in Singapore!!!! Yummy Yummy

Yummy Cha Siew!!!

Today after work as usual, Bb came and pick me up and before we go home, he like to have a quick bite. So we decided to go to Tiong Bahru Hawker center, in fact Bb wanted to eat roast suckling piglet, but the stall not open. So we go for cha siew & roast meat rice. And to our surprise, the meat taste so good, when we place it our mouth, the meat like melted with rich cha siew taste. Wow!! one of the best we ever had. After the plate of rice, we ordered another round of cha siew only, to eat more. Yummy yummy!!!

Our second round of Cha Siew!!!!!

Bb Savoring the best Cha Siew he even Had!!

"Cool" Couple!!!!

Today, we are suppose to go shopping. So I asked BB to remember to bring his new shades "Mad Dog" from Oakley and my new shades. So we can look like "superstars".... Yeah Right!!!!!

BB looking so Cool in his new shades!!!!

Superstar wannabe!!!!!

Super Cool Couple!!! 2008!!!